I've been very lethargic today. The reality is I need to be resting as much as possible, and I have been pushing myself too hard. Lesson learned.
I've reached a very different place in this experience. I've felt somewhat conflicted with the fact that I've been sharing this experience in a public way. My desire is by no means to brag or elevate myself. The physical feeling is nothing to brag about. It's not a pleasant thing to deny my body what it needs. Food! My hope is to create a reference for those who follow Christ. Each experience will most definitely be unique. This is mine.
Spiritually, I am stepping into an arena I've never seen before. There's a clarity that's deepening in hearing as the Father speaks. As I continue to deny my flesh, it seems to be making more room for Him.
Today, I don't want to do this any longer. But reading the last paragraph is a motivation to keep going. To think that just a couple of weeks in I would have experienced such a depth makes me hunger to go even deeper.
I've reached a very different place in this experience. I've felt somewhat conflicted with the fact that I've been sharing this experience in a public way. My desire is by no means to brag or elevate myself. The physical feeling is nothing to brag about. It's not a pleasant thing to deny my body what it needs. Food! My hope is to create a reference for those who follow Christ. Each experience will most definitely be unique. This is mine.
Spiritually, I am stepping into an arena I've never seen before. There's a clarity that's deepening in hearing as the Father speaks. As I continue to deny my flesh, it seems to be making more room for Him.
Today, I don't want to do this any longer. But reading the last paragraph is a motivation to keep going. To think that just a couple of weeks in I would have experienced such a depth makes me hunger to go even deeper.
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